When I pulled my love back
Boy did you feel it
Colder than any steel you have ever wielded
The rejection you now feel inflicted by my heel
Kicked to the curb, knowing that you are absurd in your thinking
Rude in your play. Down to your rhythm. Uneven. Choppy. Sloppy.
Worst than a carbon copy.
I can set my watch by your actions are you truly that predicative or is it me searching for those similarities to repeating cycles
What does it mean that I allow this repetitive gander of cat and mouse
To know that you’re being taken advantage of and am I. Allowing and all. Love used so cruelly.
My search for a soulful connection. Or at least what that means to me.
Now I must wait or not, for yet another temperature check.
I fill the hours with thoughts of you
I creep into your mind to look through your eyes
Leaving my body to join you in the expanse
There we dance
He felt your presence from a distance
You energy arrived before you, anxiety filled my body for days
A deep inner peace and calm came over me
The radio broadcast told me with no uncertainty that you were on your way
I tried to remain cool and collected
Ever moving forward trying to just be knowing that you would return to me
You fill him with dis-ease the mere mention of your name draws you in
My naughty unknown sin
He conjures you for me as he says your name it beckons through the air through the space that divides us
Embers are embers no matter how small, hot enough to spark an inferno
Your touch is like Jupiter going direct 12 years of slave now set free to be in full glory
Reflective I have become as now fully visible from all sides no longer can I hid
A luminary delight in my own rite for I am Venus
We are love and light made real
Expansive energetic shift, poles coming into alignment. The perfect climate
Second chance to do puberty right, sex kitten purring to you all night
Wrapped-coiled around you squeezing forth a new generation Captivatingly penetrating
The effect after a solar eclipse, surely you were missed like the rays and warmth of the sun, for you I’ve become undone
Beyond mortal vision I see you, the you, you show no one else, I shall protect
I vow to cherish and nurture that person, so prized and valued
I vow beyond love and life
I vow to balance and equal yoke
I vow to be there through moral strife and incarnation
I will be there with you even in salvation
To halves of the same apple split for a purpose
Divine was this task to find each other to make a new class, a new breed, we are 5D
We vowed this to one another love long before we showed up this round my darling we are bound and binded to love everlasting
That is both reward and choice
I vow to stay the course
My love my do you stay away
You’d rather watch me from afar sitting there in your car
A little creepy extremely sneaky
You rather ponder my activities instead appearing real to me
I feel you presence, your excitement floats to me through the air
Do you duck down when I start to espy you?
Do you back up and pull away? Or, does it thrill you that you’re nearly caught?
Does it cross your mind the how and why the reason I look when your there
Approach if you dare